Friday, February 26, 2010

Inner/outer world, time and conditioned mind

You have to solve it in your inner world before you can solve it in your outer world, was the words that was ringing through my ears even three (man made) years after my spiritual guide, Hajjar Gibran, told me in person.My revelation is that the past, the present and the future is connected together in a way I before thought unimaginable. Time is a concept developed by mankind to separate us from the now. It all make logical sense, but is it the ultimate truth? I feel not! Yes we grow older and the days turns to nights but why have we separated us from the truth that time doesn’t really exist even if it does as a human made concept. How can we be present in this moment when our minds continuously reflect on the illusions of past and future, they are only stories. Stories to be or stories that was, but altogether a truth in this present moment. When we feel we need something from the outer world, it is merely a reflection of a disturbance in the inner world, we are not satisfied so we seek salvation in nourishing our greed which can manifest itself in excessive drinking, buying, cigarette smoking, sex, work, victimizing and other addictions. When you forget all that you have learned about how the world works, you step into the realm of the unknown. In this place miracles happen simply because you allow them to, and because you don’t believe anymore in your old thought patterns, which are governed by rules and limitations. The gateway to this realm of wonder is through death, not physical death, but the death of the conditioned mind. The passing through this gateway can be a tough one because your conditioned mind will resist dying as all other living entities would. This resistance can manifest itself as a depression or other mental disturbance and lasts until you are ready to finally let go and surrender to what is. The discord of the conditioned mind is a choice that you can make for yourself, if you are ready to see the truth. When passing through you may feel a deep sense of unconditional love and a feeling that you are connected and in tune with the flow of the universe and the life within. Then you can stop controlling the world around you, sit back and enjoy what life provides you in this moment, let it exite you. You can choose not to let daily activities stress you or put you off balance. You may develop inherent psychic powers like premonition or the ability to manifest intentions. Welcome to the spiritual path, now you are free to explore the magnificence of imagination with the same eyes as a child, enjoy!

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Premonition and Manifestation part I


For the last 6 months or so a series of small miracles have been appearing in my life, I really don’t care if you belive them or not, but for me this has integrated a deeper kind of faith in my being. It seems to me that these “coincidences” started happening when I started to let go of my conditioned mind and stopped trying to control everything around me. The incident I want to start with happened on my day 4 or 5, fasting in Koh Samui. On this once and still in some parts, idyllic island they have gotten a Tesco center with modern technology shops, Kentucky fried chicken amongst other typical western outlets. When I was walking out of this center I looked up to the left and saw a really magical crescent moon lying with it’s edges pointing upwards, with a star shining bright beside it. I couldn’t get enough of this view and cursed my recent lack of success to buy a decent system camera to store this special moment forever. Later that day I was having a skype conversation with my special heart-friend. She told me she took a picture earlier that night and she wanted to send it to me over skype, just when she told me I visualized the image I saw earlier that night and was about to tell her about that special moment outside the shopping center. My words got stuck in my throat as skype finished downloading the file she sent me and I saw the same image of the same moon except the star was on the other side. I don’t know if this is due to me being in Thailand and she being in Mexico that the star appeared to be on the other side because these countries is almost exactly on the opposite side of the world from eachother, or it was just another star?